My journey

My journey  so far as been a crazy ride. I have went to feeling so alone and lost in a new environment to wanting to get out and have fun....Girls just want to have fun...That song I'm sure you know it. Looking for love or even a best friend to cry with and laugh with adventure to having another baby that I have lost what o truly was trying g to do is to stay focus and not panic and go back to school. Even though I had no idea what it was going to be I should had stayed focus.
  Since that is all cleared up with what has happen with my journey to far, I'm trying to get back on the road again. Trying to budget because I sure need a new car to fit my hug family in.  I want to try and just go to school and see how childcare works for me and even take a few classes in another field. I'm a sagittarius so I sure can't make up my mind and I get bored very easily. I'm hoping to blog more and share my experience of living with four kids and my parents. To my crazy holiday experience which atonement is coming up like Saturday and I sure can't fast because I'm breastfeeding feeding and I'm unsure if I pump a lot of milk out and then fast will it come back in or am I just dry like a desert? Next year I will and I will pray on it tonight. I'm hoping to blog and share some information about it as soon as I have free time.

  For now I must go as motherhood is calling me.