Some truth(babydaddy)

I try not to get angry when it comes to my father's kids but I have been realizing that it is ok to be angry. It's ok to expect more from him. I have done my part for a very long time but he has failed and I'm waiting for him to step up. Not just work a small part-time job that gives you 3 days to work and do Uber on the side. I need him to look for another job where he can establish something.

  I waited for 9months and nothing.I understand there are things he needs to pay and needs things but so do I. Taking care of kids are important to where you would think he would have found another job by now but no.

  Now I'm caught in the middle of filling for child support where we could have made thus process more easy.
  Besides that today he said sorry.After all I have told him about looking for another job all he,said was sorry.

 Here is the Ugly Truth....sorry doesn't cut it. Now I have to face the fact of not going back to him. I have to do this thing without him.
 Do I want to? NO...but I am doing g it and this is what it's going to be.

 No time to cry (I will cry in secret )
No time to wonder on the past. ( love hearts)
 I will be ok