Earlier today with My Journey

I have arrived at work and feeling sad to leave my little baby. She was smiling and giggling and ready to play but you had to leave. I had to go to work for 4 hours and then go pick up my oldest son. ( He is even thinking about playing basketball)
  Anyways it was so hard to leave her during the day but it's going to be even tougher to leave her at night.
  Yes I took a overnight position that I am unsure about but I'm doing it. It should be good for me as I am trying to go back to school. ( Well I think I'm still.)
  Just hoping everything fall in place. If I keep my mind focus to where I want to be ( Unsure about that to) things will be ok.
  Crazy as my life is, I'm going to try and work both jobs and probably leave one in December. I shall see which one goes better for me. I have to pump out alot of milk. My goal is to put at least 3 or 4 days worth of milk before next Monday gets here. I shall keep you updated with that.

  I know it sounds crazy working 2 jobs and trying to get sleep seems crazy but I have to try out the other job before I let the other one go.

 I'm going to call it a night. Pray for me to pick the right one for me.


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