My tears this morning
Dear Myself
I have finally broke down and cried. I have nothing to give...nothing to offer...nothing I tell you nothing!!!
Okay I was trying to be like piggy and Gerald in one of the kids book I love but that how I'm feeling. ( The book is called We Are in a Book.....different writing not what I wrote above.)
Anyways as I went off track, I cried because I feel like I have failed in so many ways that I can't give what I need to give for my children but I'm bless to have a wonderful family around me.
As I drop off the kids saying goodbye, I drove off to only find myself at a light crying wondering why I didn't do the right thing? Why didn't I just take on the path and let go off the past? So many things going through my head and money problems was popping up to working tomorrow as I dead knowing I have to leave my baby for 8 hours * at least it's not with a stranger.
I had that moment to myself to cry a d let everything out that was bothering me. Before I walked through the door I had to be cheerful again because I would be looking at my precious baby with smiles.
Life goes on right?
I have finally broke down and cried. I have nothing to give...nothing to offer...nothing I tell you nothing!!!
Okay I was trying to be like piggy and Gerald in one of the kids book I love but that how I'm feeling. ( The book is called We Are in a Book.....different writing not what I wrote above.)
Anyways as I went off track, I cried because I feel like I have failed in so many ways that I can't give what I need to give for my children but I'm bless to have a wonderful family around me.
As I drop off the kids saying goodbye, I drove off to only find myself at a light crying wondering why I didn't do the right thing? Why didn't I just take on the path and let go off the past? So many things going through my head and money problems was popping up to working tomorrow as I dead knowing I have to leave my baby for 8 hours * at least it's not with a stranger.
I had that moment to myself to cry a d let everything out that was bothering me. Before I walked through the door I had to be cheerful again because I would be looking at my precious baby with smiles.
Life goes on right?
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