Today I was unsure

Today I was unsure what today will bring as I was able to wake up to have my love ones around me. Trying my best to get everything right this morning as I had a interview this morning, I was feeling nervous.

  First off the day before, I was flipping my clothes left and right not to pick the right outfit but to get a pair of pants that fit and a descent shirt. Finally getting my outfit out and making pancakes and eggs late night. Almost 11pm to store the kids the next morning, I found myself rushing to each school and back home to see my mom and the baby

  My mom looks like she needs some coffee as the baby smiling and talking .
  I was pleased as I try to calm myself.
  There I found myself at the interview some what prepared. Talking to the lady why I want to work there. The truth...I need a change I told her. But I didn't tell her I wanted to get out of customer service a bit. After a while not getting a raise to no benifits, a person starts to think about there life and what they want moving forward.
  I don't have the luxury to pick and choose which one I want as it will have to be at a certain time and work with my kids schedule which they can.
  Unsure if I would get the job, they called me back like she said she would. ( Of course I miss the call. Running around after 4 kids and trying to figure out what to cook)
  I got it!!!! But I wish I was excited. I guess I feel like I'm trying to survive but not doing what I truly love. Maybe I might just love it as I do like helping people.

    As long as I have great people around me and I can move up in a company and not feel trap I think I will be ok.

  The job is a little dirty but I can do it . I have taking care of people before.

  As the night ended I got a message from my kids father. I'm glad he sent me the message before I wrote this blog because he is right.


  Today I will do what others won't, so tomorrow I will do what others can't.

    - Anonymous


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