Day 6 Exahusted
I wish I can say day 6 went great but I am exhausted. All I want is sleep but there is so much todo. I need to wash more clothes and put them away but I have to find time to clean out the dressers and put the clothes in that fit. I dream of sleep that I realize I have been putting the 12th on some things today as it is really 13th. I have found myself getting back to working out as I took yesterday off. I stayed the same weight 146. I'm so close if I just lose 6 more pounds I will be at 140. I would be go glad but at the same time there is so much going on in this world I can barely keep my head straight.
I worry to much I must say as food stamps will be cut off and I know Yah will make away. I tell you if it's not one thing then another. I thought I would be starting school in August but the way things are looking I might be holding off on that and just trying to find something that fits.
The school year for the kids will be up before I know it and I can barely think about next year. Homeschooling sounds great but I wonder if my kids would enjoy it? Everything will be less stressful by taking them to school to getting them up and so on. I can work the hours that I can and around my kids. I will be teaching, working and possibly a student if everything works out with that.
Of course I would be buying another computer.
Washing a load of clothes late to cooking dinner when I came home exhausted me out. My room is not organize that it is driving me crazy. I need to wash my car and clean it out that my money is already running low that all I want to do is sleep.
Of course there is other issues going on but I keep my shit together. I even wanted to cry as I drove home after work but instead I cried inside.
Hopefully I sleep well and keep it going tomorrow.
Oh yes I did work out for 25minutes and spent time with every kid.
My Life My Journey
I worry to much I must say as food stamps will be cut off and I know Yah will make away. I tell you if it's not one thing then another. I thought I would be starting school in August but the way things are looking I might be holding off on that and just trying to find something that fits.
The school year for the kids will be up before I know it and I can barely think about next year. Homeschooling sounds great but I wonder if my kids would enjoy it? Everything will be less stressful by taking them to school to getting them up and so on. I can work the hours that I can and around my kids. I will be teaching, working and possibly a student if everything works out with that.
Of course I would be buying another computer.
Washing a load of clothes late to cooking dinner when I came home exhausted me out. My room is not organize that it is driving me crazy. I need to wash my car and clean it out that my money is already running low that all I want to do is sleep.
Of course there is other issues going on but I keep my shit together. I even wanted to cry as I drove home after work but instead I cried inside.
Hopefully I sleep well and keep it going tomorrow.
Oh yes I did work out for 25minutes and spent time with every kid.
My Life My Journey
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