I careless now

I have cried, got mad, lied to and lied on but enough is enough. Time to let go and move on  why hang on to someone that doesn't want you.
    Times are changing and I cant go on the same path as everyone else. Yah will send me my soulmate if it's meant to be
 For now I'm going to do me. I have a place to stay with my kids I am bless. I have a job I am bless and I have a car which I am super bless(thanks baby brother)
   I learn over the past couple of days that I am worth way more then I think. I asked Yah to change me.. my life...I wanted more and I believe he will give it to me.
   What path I go on, I know things will be okay.
   I feel like something was lifted off my shoulders today.
  Maybe my ex thought he can just make me feel bad and work with him as he is homeless with his fiance. No he changed things as he doesn't want to tell the truth. I let go.
  Right there in my room I let go. He is worried about him and her. They have shelter today but could have been on the streets as it is cold outside.
   I became quite and just let him see his kids. That was the last straw. He cared about himself and her as he should have stayed focus and did what you have to for your kids and not become homeless. He didn't want to do what his dad said so he left. The usual, not bit surprised.
  I let it go and I'm moving forward with my plans. I have things I need to do and I cant do it alone anymore or I be out on the streets with the kids.
   Anything could happen but kids cost and I need help.
  Time to grow up and put on the grown up pants!!!!

   Dam my crazy life.



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