Girls night

Its been a while....a very long time I had girls night out. I need it badly and it will help me take the edge off with what is going on in my life. My awesome co workers are taking me out to get some fresh air. I'm glad my mom is willing to watch them as I do so.
  I learn today I need to cry more at home to let it all out. I made a decision to let go of everything. No contact with there dad at all. I let go of Facebook for a bit to soon changing my number and before I know it I would be moving soon.
   He thought I wouldn't do this but he was wrong. You cant play with kids emotions.  They dont want to see him so they don't have to.
  Filing paper work for child support and last name change will be a little challenging but it will get done.
  I just need to make sure he won't be able to see the kids at all if I do child support.
 My day is going pretty good but I wish I can sleep better then I do now.
   Days will go by to weeks and months to years that all of this will be nothing. Like he never was there.
  I hope so and keep on moving forward with Yah has planned for me.





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