Jobs...life

I need to take a moment to vent. To get stress out as this world so unfair to society. I have been working since I was 17 years old. We all make mistakes are have to over come obstacles. For me some college credit but never finish. Paid to learn how to be a Front Office Dental Assistant. I have no experience in the field. So that being said, I will start at the minimum wage.  For where I live it would be 12. Not enough to feed my kids not get my own place. I can work hard and for 40 hours a week and make it but I would be in the lower income homes/apartments. Nothing wrong with that but I want my kids to have a great opportunity for school. I know what I like and what I need. Working at my current job for 4 years I have been drain the fuck out. I new how to drive sales and multi takes and master everything I could. Then the back office part came as I was going through shit and If you mess up it's like a volcano erupted. Let me tell you, a lot of people mess up. I was the new one so I had to stop and take baby steps. Tell you the truth I didn't need fucking baby steps just the right information. 

  Now without my manger being at work with all this covic-19 going on I had no choice but to remember what I have learn in 2019 of last year. so basically just for that short period of time. I grab my notes if I needed them. I checked with mangers even though the mess up I still got the work done. I prove that I could but I am not paid to be a data entry, work the back of the computer, send emails, clean bathrooms or even the store, supervise coworkers and run the front all by myself. Always of course paper work.

   Me just being a Sales Associate in this town I live in only gets 14.75 but of course we all know they are getting more now. I have to wrap my mind around me having to work part-time or full-time. Balance life and trying to make sure I don't lose my insanity.

   Having kids is already a full-time job. Balancing their school and my work and spending time with them is a lot of work, Being homeschool is more of a balance even though someone needs to be home with them when I can't.

    I guess living in the country with unfair wages and bussing your ass to make it feels like we are never suppose to make it from the beginning. Trust me, not all people that go to college and make it doesn't get the greatest job.

    Now these days you are lucky to even have a job or even able to work as Unemployment only gives so much and things are changing fast. 

  I guess life sucks when it comes to living but happy to have my family.

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