Smile

It's been a little struggle to not get angry at time as things are not that serious. I'm learning to smile more. Trying not to stress about things that I can not change. First off moving out is being put in the back until fall comes. I figure that gives me time to pay off some bills and get something in order. 

   Second, stress a little as I want to test drive the car I probably will buy. I just need to see how it drives and from there I will be buying my first car. Super excited which I am glad the most high is with me through this time. I never gave up but keep on going. Now I have been trying to figure out work. I will be getting less hours and I have to mange money as well. Then school will start for the kids and well I still can barely work as some will go one day then the next the other and then Friday it's homeschool. Then before I know it, everything will be just online. 

   So, here I go again homeschooling. I have to plan all that plus work and make sure everything falls in line. Everything is still crazy around the world that I have no idea what life is going to be the  next month or in August. I must say it sucks but what else can we do. 

  Instead I'm going to smile. I'm going to get ready for my kids birthday next month. I will get ready for fall and get what I need to. Sadly so I will be at home which I don't mind. If I don't have great income I will be at my parents house. 

   So enjoy your day. Smile more and take one day at a time

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