Venting..life...sad

Can you say stress the f out!! With responsibilities and well life. I'm excited it's my son's birthday but I don't like how I'm not happy today. I guess life got a whole of me and I have to suck it up and smile once I see my kids in a little bit. 

   Work is slow which I don't mind. I feel sorry for my kids because their father...well. not the greatest and I know I have to call him once I am off but he have made no attempt to contact me at all today. 

  I will as I try to be the bigger person. But he ain't shit. 😤

  I know not surprise as he probably is working..but doubt it. Homeless as maybe he is trying to figure out what he is going to do. 

  Now it's time for me to vent

  I'm piss because shit didn't work out how I thought they would. I didn't know I would be at the same road with my ex...yeah my ex as we have a lot of shit to work on. Knowing someone and actually knowing them are two different things. When you haven't seen them in years and they come around they are different. You have to take a step back and see who they are. It sucks trust me.

  Okay I'm done venting. 

Now I'm going to move forward in life. Great things are happening eventhough I do not like my job. I work hard to get the things I need in life and for my babies. 

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