Love life

Last night I was tired that i could barely write the rear of my blogs or even spell I'm sure. It was ruff as I'm going to be a single parent again. Not sure of the other parent helping or care to or even do anything soon.  I'm going to stay in my lane and just love life. Thay being said I'm going to worry more about myself. My health to my mind. I have been through a lot and I need to get myself back together. Getting a new car I hope I can now go on those long trips with my kids and actually enjoy the outdoors. My other car we can't do that and usually we stay home during the summer because my car will overheat or it can only go for so long. 

   My kids..man they make me happy so I'm trying my best to do better. 

I must say this. I have learn I am a pretty dam good mom. I made sure they were feed,I made sure I paid my bill's on time. I got clothes and toys and try to do fun things with them to eating out and just being there) I can do more to be there) that I need to stop  criticizing myself like I'm not doing enough and actually tell myself I am doing great. I'm doing a fucking amazing job. 

  Yes I miss out on adult things but I always try to get my me time in or try in a blue moon to hang with coworkers and maybe other moms( still searching for those) but I'm learning to love life more and not stress.

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