maybe this is the end

I was thinking while I was placing the dishes in the dishwasher. What if my journey is over. I am not where I want to be. Everything went backwards and I still feel alone in someway. I try hard but I never seem to get what I would like. Maybe this is it for me. I will try and safe as much as I can. Pay my bills on time. try not be in this social society of people try to fit in or go out and just want to do something. 

  My Journey stops here. If I get where I need to be I will let you know. Either way I have to get there. Maybe I just can't right now. I will because I can not live with my parents forever.

My Journey My Life